Why not? and why too. It is confusing I know but what else can man do?
I am talking about love and I know I would be the last person to talk about it but why not? I am capable of writing I guess. So what it will only stay in words and never coming out but words has its own space too somewhere in between spaces.
the trip was nice I guess, in sand containing in glass boxes, it dropped too soon. but moment is moment, no matter how short it is. I had my moment. and scattered thoughts. I can take another big clock made of sand and try to arrange those scattered melodies in time. but why waste it? water will come and go sand will run with it, whats the point of parting them from the land, let it stay the way it has always been. One simple man with simple love so complicated it was creepy and two complicated soul with so complicated who knows what it was simply pretty. and there was me with my silence and darkness and stars dropping from the sky.
the man cried
other two lied
I tried
and all those moment died, for new moments to come. for love and lost stars. and why not.
on our way back for digital clock someone said something about true love. “he really love the girl” out of his reach. Out of his reach, the word sounds creepy too. straight hitting the social and financial status does not exist and then some beauty standards again set by social eyes with creepy glasses forcing people to believe with it you can see better, but why are we not allowed to see differently? what is wrong with hazy blurry pictures stored in our brain it has its own beauty I guess. But anyway. above all those stigmas there is these tiny brain hidden somewhere out of our reach.
why do we fall in love? what do we see? and how we lose our mind? I am not sure and I am selfish too. I am stuck with my shield of silence and darkness, or the slow sound of winds and waves hitting sands unaware of time. I think I know my love too, out of my reach when I have to return to the chaos of sustaining.
I think I know love too when I crossed the railway station I visited 17 years ago the last time in my scattered memory there were some landscapes and some words. mostly my brother. I wanted to get down and knock every door to find out where my brother was born. I was wondering how long will it take to find out the place or does it still exist?
why not? the place will stay
and the place will decay
and some words may
for I am writing about love, out of my reach crying over footprints on sands washed off with waves where I, I must know. what must I know? who cares. let it stay scattered without forms or shape.