Breaking up

A computer, broken
I could not restore.
Thought your memories are gone,
Though nevermore.

A computer, he was digitalised
Messages, images
Never gonna die.
New damages.

So was I,
Thinking about it so hard
Thinking about it so much
So was life,
Laughing at me so bad
Giving hint for me to catch.

He was lost long ago
What I was holding was an ego
Digitalised, how many more
I have than others.
Falsified, how many feelings
I could call forever.